I can barely believe that I am 4 months post-baby and I am still struggling with PPD. Big picture- the good days outweigh the bad. But having multiple bad days in a row makes me feel like there is no end to this and I will never be me again. I'm working closely with my dr and therepist, and if I think back to that tearful first visit they did say that this would take months to overcome. I'll just keep on focusing on the positive- that there are more good days then bad. I couldnt say that for the first 6 weeks.
I want to be me for Brayden. He will be a better person because of it.