Shortly I leave for my 36 week appointment. 36 weeks! holy crap! Where is the time going? I have been nervous and losing sleep at night with thoughts.
I'm a planner. I like to know what is happening when. This whole childbirth thing- you really cant plan too much of it. So this waiting and wondering is quite difficult for me. Maybe I will feel better once we get the nursery 100% done. All the bags packed. And that stack of paper work finished too. That should all be done by the end of the week.
The not being able to plan is good for me. I sure that with kids things aren't always going to go according to plan and we will need to go with the flow. I am going to have to be ok with that.